Xpressions

Ya! .. its almost a month that I am married now and I've already started missing a lot of things that I did back in those days!! ... (thats about 30 days back!!) I now have a comfortable home set with all amenities .. regular maid/vegetable vendor/news paper n tv services included. But I miss those days when our 'bai' came in only 4 days a week. Home was a mere room with a few most required things put together!! I've been living a nomadic life for last entire decade almost, ever since I left home for college n beyond. I still remember my first hostel room .... 4 beds and 2 tables within 80 sq.ft.We had these miniature built in cupboards in the wall which was shared 20% by my cloths,meager personal care products, books and sheets and remaining 80% by the fungal affection(?!) the walls got in rainy season. From toothbrush,shoe polish, scientific calculator to decaying contents of a month old pack of chips!! .. you could find it all on those tables. During the exams we

Sometimes I suddenly feel that I've grown too old!! .. :(  I fondly remember my college and school days. What fun days, specially with summers approaching ... :)  There is this different scent in the air. On a warm morning (can be only on a weekend ...n now-a-days only a sunday!!) you just sit back and close your eyes and all those memories come rushing to you. That typical summer air, a breif scent of water on hot sand, summer birds ... basically HOLIDAYS!! ... :). I feel like I am back in school and just a few more days and before I'll be making my summer plans. Day in day out with freinds ... playing all silly stupid games swimming afcourse .. :)  That reminds me ... gotta get myself enroled for the summer batch .. :) splash!!! ....

Had a very busy weekend .. what with relatives and shopping!! :):( ..  I mean I love shopping but then this is really different. S hadi ki shopping!! Thats what I have been doing past couple of days and belive me its pretty boring. Specially with Mom around, she just loves shopping. In past 2 days I must have seen all varieties of sarees made by mankind. A nd its really hard to tell the difference. For me, all are just the same. Thankfully its over .. :)  I let mom decide my sarees. Anyways I am damn sure I am never going to wear them once this function is over. So its finally going to be added to her ever growing wardrobe. But these shopping trips with mom and relatives has left me with all mixed feelings. Its kind of a realisation that I'm about to do something which would be changing certain things permanantly. I know my would be husband since past three years and its not about him. Rather he too is in the same dilema as me. Because as far as I've seen lives do change a lo

How accomplished am I?? Do you ever ask this to your self? There are so many things that I have always wanted to do, but somehow I never find time for them. And then I see people who manage time so nicely. They work as long as I do, yet they manage to wear pressed cloths every other day. Yet they manage to play some sport, read their favorite book. Every new year I make a resolution that I am going to bring some semblance of dicipline in my life. That I am going to be regular at the gym. That I'll dress well to the office. That I will .... :D the list is endless like always. Sometimes I wonder do i put myself uneccessarily under pressure? for wanting to do things. But then another thought pops up. If not now then, when will I do all that I've always wanted to do .. :) I got a question for people my age .. Are you all also equally confused as I am?? .. :) Guess even if you are not, by now I've surely confused you!! .. :) well something accomplished in the end!! .. :)